I do light as well as I do dark. You were thinking I was going THAT way now didn’t you! Nah I am too chicken though I am envious to a point of being horny over nice female abs and breasts.
Being chicken RULES!! ::whoots:: I think I made someone’s day…
I have more tweaking but I can’t make people wait too long. That and I love showing off.
Ya it’s time for change, more of me, less occult, registration and use of password protected posts. My avatar photo will change when I have a good hair day and not this humid crappy hair I keep in a ponytail. Living on an island sucks! Why would people want to go to one for a vacation?!?
Working on lighter theme as we speak. If they thought this one was D&D looking…. damn I love a good change.
This whole “smacked” thing was kind of on one hand to have exposure but on the other hand deep down I just wanted to know if I can handle it anymore. The Bitches were pretty down and decent but wholly crap the commenters!
I wanted to write this blog to show people another world of faith and or practice of spirituality. Northern Bound is my second attempt at showing my “Hidden” side without really giving secrets or actual methods. Anything I talk about is something anyone who is observant can see. I let them find there own way. Too many people feel lost at least I can give a window.
I am glad I haven’t been hit by priests yet with doing NB though.
I am on the same track again as with my last website… let fate bring people to the other paths. I don’t question my own beliefs and search, it’s just sharing it so globally I question. Maybe that whole password-protection thing is a good idea from now on. Occult is hidden for a reason. Popular thought has tainted my view by making a need to be numerous as the mainstream religions. I guess I didn’t get to that teaching from my father soon enough. Yes it has been passed down from my father where my way of spirituality came from and not a new age book I picked up off the shelf.
Damn it to hell my urge to help everyone! I can’t learn that simple lesson of “You can’t make everyone happy or help them all.” Maybe I am trying to hard and don’t know it.
P.S. My grammar sucks yes but being bilingual doesn’t help. I know so because my French friends understand this grammar perfectly! Grammar structures keep getting mixed up in my head. That is why I am doing my brush up in English and French is next. It’s been 15 years since I was in highschool where I practiced reading and writing the two laguages. I just speak the two and only read and write English.
Oh and one other thing, no wonder people who follow this path tend to be anti-social. Can’t talk to anybody about it.
Just for Dawn and all of you who are quiet and actually enjoyed doing the Sunday Survey thing I have brought back the survey.
Lavender in her blog talked about a crystal she has and that story inspired this survey.
What gem or semi-precious stone do you like to work with? It can be just a stone you carry around for good luck or comfort as well.
Did you know in the craft when you lose a stone it’s not a bad thing? It just means it has done its job and has moved on to help someone else or just destroys itself. It’s weird how the universe keeps itself in balance.
Answer poll to the right please.
Edit:
Just noticed I got smacked with no smacks out of 5. Go read for yourself.
All I can say is I know I cater to a very small audience. Most people over look it but hey I am not out to please the world. No one can. As for gaming I don’t do computer gaming as in WoW, UO, or any other. I play the old fashion pencil and paper and do my own math every 2 weeks. In fact I am DMing tonight. Grew out of cards and comic books eons ago not that I was into cards much anyways.
::takes a bow::
Thank you Sassy Sadie and I will try not so hard anymore, wait I don’t. As for the side bar… there a little less choked up.
Breigh, I’m working on the photo. I know no escuses but I hate cameras.
In the name of that bad F word I am trying to clean up my act and get back to focusing. There I said it the bad word.
At heart I am truely a Jill of ALL trades, master of none. I can’t help it not being focussed. I want to know everything but psychologists and anyone in psych tells me I have to focus but they are truely amazed at what I know.
They confuse me.
As most teens I had a god complex, my dream was to be a genetic engineer. If not a hemotologist or run a cemetary. Crappy school didn’t go with my flow and I got discouraged. They were muscle bound and funded the P.E. department first.
Today I still have ideas to run a cemetary, be a writer, craft pagan jewelery, actually keep being a nurse if I can (the politics are pissing me off too much lately), and get back into computer industry. Why focus? Can’t I just do all of them? Oh and get my Fine Arts skills back up to par. I miss my acrylic and watercolor painting, sketching too. I am just gonna give myself a good spanking and focus.
To the right in sidebar I have book on hold for reading… I lied. I am reading a book that has no cover. I hate putting a book on AMM with no cover, it ruins the flow of the sidebar. I took my old English brush up book from 2002. I have so many books on writing and writing is the most convieniant thing I can focuss on since my nursing is just bearing down on me.
Did I tell you the hospital is closing 20 beds getting rid of many positions causing much bumping most likely? I am far down the signority I know I am going to be hurt. Bloody government rules, couldn’t just turn them from LTC to Medicine beds.
So welcome to Mundane Musings. I took advice from Andy and mixing in a bit of the non-witchyness that is me.
At our last evening of drinks the word magic came up. Sakkara and I discussed how cheap it makes the Craft sound. If you were to ask anyone on the street they would tell you of card tricks, light and sounds of David Copperfield, and the tiger dudes. The majority of people have no clue of the lifetime(s) of study, focus, and practice it takes to do the Craft.
It would be so nice to have a dignified word that would say what we do and the masses would know it. Witchcraft installs fear when there should be beauty and awe, ritual spews evil when infact they probable do a ritual everyday without much conscience of doing so, and spells no one takes seriously.
Heck I would be satisfied if I could get someone on the street to see meditation, spells, and prayers are pretty much the same thing.
I call my self Chaos Witch because someone who practices Chaos is supposed to be a magician and I ain’t no David Copperfield.
So far I call my stuff workings and crafting but only those in the circle know what I am talking about.
The whole evolution thing I can’t buy. Monkey’s being our make-up? Please don’t be getting all genome and all on me, I have had that done already. Let’s just see it from a bystander’s view.
Monkeys don’t do as much as we were when we were supposedly supposed to be monkey like. Ok my head is spinning after that sentence. There is one thing I do have to admit we are monkey like these days; we want as much sex as they get.
Creationism doesn’t float my boat either. We were most like primative, yes a long time ago but not perfect in image as god. Maybe my hubby’s belief in aliens using us till we weren’t needed anymore mining for them and left us to our own devices on this planet. People think I am the nutty one.
My personal view I am working on it. Most of the time I feel that things just started, no base, no little begining, and never ending either. Past lives feel real while a lot of hard core science feels phooey. Many people want self affirmatiom while others just want it all. Oh crap, I am heading toward that meaning of life mood, I must be PMSing!
Live long and prosper! I’m out.
Many ask why I stay in Montréal when my chosen career is a very abused career, over worked and under paid. Proof, we just got equality pay after 10 years of fighting it… equality to men. Now when do we get equality pay to the other provinces?
Talking with other burnt nurses (yelling “Waddya want!!?!” over the intercom to a patient is a good clue) I found out other’s would rather give up nursing than leave Montréal.
I was perusing the BDSM blogs (it’s been a while) and noticed something only lately. Man I am blind. The majority of the blogs are in New York or Montréal. Heck Montréal has a Kink show/season on Showcase.
Who can resist this? I mean a town full of sex of all sorts, food from all over the world with kickass smoke meat, after hours clubs (no closing before 3AM), 300 year old Gothic churches, European flare, and nobody gives a damn who you are walking down the street.
Do you know how many people we get in the psych ward after they have been walking around in the nude for hours?
Oh and new terminology for me… I will never look at vanilla the same way again.
Each time I think of leaving I fall in love again with this city.
In the Occult (meaning hidden) keeping secrets are a big part of it all. Nothing is told yet everything is said. All these occult books do they tell secrets?
Nope.
They tell methods and anything that an astute student would be able to find in his own research or experiments. Then what is secret?
The Societies that claim they “are.”
The members are secret, their personal methods/rituals are secret, and their past and ambitions are secret. Mainstream makes them hidden in their threats to end them.
Mainstream King says they are loving and are protecting the world by not letting evil societies rule the world. King rules and lots of killing is going on.
Getting tired of the senseless killing.
From the Chaotic Mind
I know you might think of me as a tart at times but I can proudly say I am not. I just can make a mean batch of the cutest looking tarts ever. I was in the mood for a lemon meringue pie but only found some tart crusts in the freezer.
I’m allergic to making my own crusts, all that flour and mess just makes me itch. So I did what any lemon blooded lover would do, mini lemon meringue pies! Not the easiest to eat though, meringue pops off trying to bite into them.
Aren’t they the cutest?
Women take in the sun and men take the moon! Or the other way if you want. These are meditations to balance our your energy. I would like Women to take the sun and men to take the moon. If you feel weak take your sexual aspect (Moon=women Sun=men)
For a week do the following;
To take the Sun in: Watch the sun rise and set. Wake and go to sleep with it. Wear golden jewelery and pay attention to yellow. Key words: sun, fire, phallus, light, yellow, #6, warmth, fathering, wealth, reason, male, day, active, singe, burn, physical health, consciousness.
To take in the Moon: Watch moon rise and set. Wake and go to sleep with it. Wear silver jewelery, pay attention to white and silver colors, behave moon like. Key words: silver, water, vagina, darkness, white, #9, coolness, conception, vision, intuition, dreams, softness, sub conscience, female, night, passive, psychological health.
Oh and for both, no sex. Adults.. Continue reading the story called Tinkering Tuesday
BlogMad, yes I have been secretly using BlogMad. I said I was stopping the whole thing but doing it a few times a months wasn’t so bad untill…
Dumbnuts use blogs to spread viruses.
Yup I have been collecting them in the past week from every time I use BlogMad. How do I know? It’s the only thing out of the ordinary that I do. 3 times is a charm or curse in this case.
I lost all my MP3s!!!!!!! I am musically lost and abandoned. I am naked.
What goes around comes around. I just don’t know if there is anything else you don’t know about me now. From Lavender
1.Four jobs I have had in my life:
Clerk, Assistant Electronics Lab Technician, Fast food, and LPN
2. Four Movies I have watched over and over:
Alladin, A Knight’s Tale, Practical Magic, and Pirates of the Caribbeans.
3. Four places I have lived:
Deux Montanges, Calgary, Ormstown, and Montreal
4. Four TV shows I love to watch:
Dirty Jobs, Smallville, Beauty and the Geek, Ghost Whisperer
5. Four places I have been on vacation:
Never done unless you count the places we passed traveling across Canada by car from Vancouver to Montreal.
6. Four of my favorite foods:
Chips, veggies and dip, chinese, and dumplings with spicy peanut sauce.
7. Four places I would rather be right now:
Japan, UK, Boston?, and right here sounds good.
8. Four people that will respond: HA! I am not getting caught this time.
I can remember the day when I looked at the idea of how magic was supposed to be done in Dungeon’s and Dragon’s 1st Edition to today’s 3.5 Edition. I wanted to do magic like that. Mind you I was 15 at the time as well with a major god complex. All that my father had taught me was tedious and energy consuming.
It’s Arcane and has nothing to do with the Divine. Semantics, vocal, ingredients and focus items is what it is all about. No mixing of styles as for example it’s all Necromancy and not Necromancy with a little element of Cerimonial and Alchemy weaved in. Not that you can’t do something Necromancy one day and do a Cerimonial next week. Just no mixing the ritual/spell
aspects.
I can’t do Wicca for the Divine aspect in the magic making. I can be spiritual and maybe even a bit religious but it has no place in magic working for me. Hey I have a great respect for the Roman Catholic church and what they have done to get where they are. Cerimonial magic has done good for them. How else could they pay for the grand cathedrals, basilicas and oratories? I can sit in a three century old basilica and just drool at it’s aweness. You don’t see much magic making in mass on Sundays, they keep that behind closed doors.
I give up. I don’t post and be active I get the boot. I decide to be active with posting and I get the boot. Am I that offensive to some? I thought I was quite funny and trying to get people not to be so serious about everything Occult.
Last I remembered I joined a music meme, posted about “I think therefore I am” philosophy and defended someone whom I find I had shared a common thought about it. I kind of stated “Why can’t it be simple and straight foreward?” to a couple of other themes/strings.
I hope that doesn’t make me fluffy. I like mixing science and magic but these guys were proving to be quite dry in their discussions. There is a reason why I don’t hang out with total uber computer programming geeks anymore.
I searched the members database and found no ChaosWitch or Zanthera accounts there anymore. I think I will just stick with the blog scene and discuss them here.
Bell has some funky hoo-doo going on cause it didn’t affect them at all. I am going to have to rummage through all my books and notes to figure out their game. They were able to retrieve most of my One Bill info and everything.
Now where did I put that mojo bag, effigy, black ribbon and incense just for such causes??
I was talking with the psych nurse as being in the ER with only 1 patient one tends to get bored. Law of attraction came up and it was funny how taking the bus you get to see it a lot.
Her example was while riding the bus she looked over the kid’s shoulder beside her and noticed he was study for a biology test. Funny he would be with a nurse while doing this. As he got up the nurse wished him good luck on his exam. The kid was totally surprised.
My example to her was riding on the metro totally enthralled by my book I had to look up to just absorb what I was reading. Right in front of me was a Rabbi reading his Hebrew prayer book. He had the hat, curls, outfit , and all. His head was nodding while mouthing the words. The attraction? I was reading a demon evocation prayer in Latin…oO(I really have to learn Latin though the write didn’t do a straight translation)
If only he knew…
A while back I was talking about doing something for real, well at least a meditating mantra to win the lottery right? I don’t think I told you how it came out to be really.
I got into the mood and chanted, meditated, and mantra my way into manipulating the intellectual forces into materialism of hopefully the lottery. I had money on the brain and soul but down deep in my heart I realise now that I had really just wanted my bills paid.
So this is the out come over past 2 months…
Internet called asking if we were happy with the service we have been getting and asked us if we would like to sign up for 2 years instead of the usual 1 year for 10$ less on the bill. We said yes (we have been with them for 6 years now why not?) without asking what prices were going to be. I get a bill later that my 150$ that I owe for a few months was knocked down to 16$ and next bill which I thought would be the regular 55$ was down to 36$.
Gaz Metro I was sure I had to pay 250$ for missing a month on the budjet and would be kicked out of it. Nope, I had to pay 46$ and my monthly payment of 126$ was knocked down to 85$/month.
Not sure about this one but it sounds good…
Bell has my land line, cell, and satalite services. I asked to go on One Bill to simplify my budget having just one bill to pay and not 3. I went online a few days ago and got this:
Statement Date: 28-Jun-2006 Due Date: 27-Jul-2006 Amount Due: Not available
Ha, it looks like they lost all my billing info. I never got anything by the mail as I should have and I am not paying unless I know what I am paying for.
Conclusion: I believe in magic, I just need a lot of practice and focus.
Holistic: Looking at the whole and not the parts. A wonderful way of thinking but hard to master. Pharmicutical people dread the idea of people knowing we don’t need them. I see it too often at work how the power of the mind can overcome (or not) bodily issues. It’s all in the mind-set.
I look into this because I feel constantly so tired. First thing that comes to mind is I need to see my doctor. Woah there! I said to myself and stepped back to see why am I tired. Depressed that I am going through life alone and doing everything by myself can be a good reason why.
Hubby is manipulative and a very lazy assed S.O.B that won’t go out and get a simple part time job to help out. I swear I have TWO kids and am a single mother. For someone who stays at home 24/7 to be a house person it sure is dirty around here and I end up cleaning as well.
Fix this and my fatigue is gone. Screw the idea of pills and therapy, I am smart enough but no resources to do it.
and not just legs either…
I am reading said book to the right under the “big” Currently section. I am chicken that I haven’t been able to take it out of my bag to read on the bus or anywhere else I go like I do every other book. Is it the cover? Partially it’s where I go outside of the house that bothers me to read it.
On the way to work…
The one place I could go out and read where the light is sufficient (still no reading lamps here) is infested by the shad fly season.
Let’s just say reading is on pause.
I was a student doing a stage for surgery and partnered up with another student who was actually into shamanism. How could she not? She was from the indian reserve just off the island.
I had my patient and she was waiting for her new admission. The guy arrives all tough looking and quite distress, stomach cancer does that to you. She started the barrade of questions and then came my big surprise.
“What religion are you?” she asked. “I am Archdruid in the West Island Grove. You can put Druidry please.” She was cool and down with that and wrote it in. After I got over my jealousy of not having him as a patient I noticed how quick the staff person wanted the chart. I was suspicious and right to be so.
The next morning I look up his chart where the paper my class mate filled in was replaced by another one written by someone else and the religion had said “Religion: N/A”… bitch.
I mean if something goes wrong and the patient wanted last rites of Druids he was screwed over with a generic Catholic one… whore.
Well the stage is almost over and I actualy get the Druid as a post-op. We had cool conversations and I don’t think I ever confessed I was into the occult.. I regret it… sigh I last remembered him giving me a message for hubby…these guys would have liked each other quite well.
woof.
Sometimes life with the mundane gets to me and I forget the basic operations of protection and sanity. A while back you could say I was begining to lose it and I will admit I was.
Then an email out of no where told me “Damn girl what are you doing? You know your values!” The co-worker e-mailed me.. I knew she had lost my phone number but she did go as far as finding my email somewhere. Does anyone have such a hard time keeping anyone’s phone number?
Ground and shield I did and my energy is coming back.. well with a little help from heavy duty muscle relaxers. Just to bad I had to lose all composure (anxiety attack, can’t afford to lose work right now) when a drunken psychotic patient attacked me in the ER with a nasty punch to the shoulder before really doing some serious grounding and shielding.
Let’s get them walking shoes on again but this time we are actually looking for something physical and real to the touch. We are going to find a special rock/shell/petrified wood etc that can fit in your pocket comfortably.
Last week I tried doing this but came up with nothing. Next time I go the other way up the river. I was looking for a piece of nature that calls to me, something that feels right in my hands. What I am talking about is creating a talisman for any aspect you need. I was searching for a piece that would help me with keeping what I am grateful for in mind… hence saying I complain too much lately.
It can be for anything, courage for the timid times, tranquility for those angered too easily, or maybe just a reminder to shield and ground when needed. There is no need to buy one for over 20$ when you can find your own.
How to use it is simple, cleanse it with water or light of the moon, keep it on your night table when sleeping and in the morning put it in your pocket/purse (you can make a necklace out of it if possible). Everytime you touch it when gettting keys, cash, or gum visualize or recite a couple of words of what it is you need balence with. Think of a dragon for courage, remember a calming scent, or just thank the universe for something you are grateful for even if it is simply being able to breath.
When you feel balanced walk again and leave the piece for someone else who might need it.
I was surfing around the blog sphere when I came upon a couple of blogs peacefully duking it out about athiesm and religion. A very small viewed discussion.
I giggled as I read the Athiest’s point of view (and am disappointed that I couldn’t really pinpoint which post the Christian was talking about at her/his blog). The Athiest was so passionate about being a non believer I swear s/he was a believer. I left thinking of Athiests as believers in not believing or had been truly burnt by Christianity.
Post climaxed by stated all the people s/he lost, dead was dead and there was no possiblity of anything after. I have seen many die (though only one was someone who I knew) and I can say watching one die is very cold experience, no life or energy comes from the body after that last breath.
They say god is savior… of soul/energy. God will not mess with mother nature and her plans that all must die one day. Flesh will die but as even scientists will say energy lives for ever and cannot be destroyed… just like god.
I feel sorry for the Athiest’s loss and for wearing side blinders. There’s a wonderful world once you get past the flesh.
Ever heard of lei lines? Well these are lines of power around the world where one feels energised and able to do anything. Sometimes these energy lines are detoured by city buildings and can run in a crooked line. Maybe your lucky and you have one running through your property.
Talk a walk around your neighbourhood and see if you can find feel one of these places. Often you may see people drawn to these areas without anything thing at the spot in particular. Ask yourself, “Do I feel like you are connected to somewhere else”, “Do I feel energised just standing here?”, and/or “Do I feel at peace or are the elements listening to me?” If you say yes you are on a lei line.
I had one around my area, a willow tree on the riverside. Now it been turned into a resting point and pic-nic area aside the famous bike path. I think I will be taking a walk as well.
After studying a new religion/spirituality/craft one can at some time feel that they must meet someone in the flesh who can further your understanding and expand your experience. This can definately make things much easier and save time from the trial and error method.
At first it can be very intimitading finding the person/group wether online or at the local establishment. Even more so making the date to meet at a neutral meeting place. Please whatever you do, do not invite strange people over to your place. Choose a place where there will be many poeple. The meeting can be exilerating and most definatly an asset to your experience even if it were a bad experience.
Survey this week is how many times have you ventured out to meet someone for your spiritual/religous growth? Survey to the bottom right.
Happy Father’s Day to all you great dads!
Go here if you haven’t already. Astro.com has one heck of a chart drawing even for a free version. But I don’t want you to focus on the natal chart though.
Go to the Traveling chart where the paths of planets where when you were born. This shows where in the world you can get a good vacation, be successful, avoid hardships, and broaden your horizens.
I found out why I can’t even fathom the idea of going to the Middle East, that I am in a good place for success as well as New York City (I always knew I am an Eastern Coast Babe) and that Boston MA for all it’s calling me is the perfect place for me to retire.
Go there and have some fun this week!
There is this one day back in highschool (forgive me if I had posted of this before) where there was this groups of students would do seances and channeling. Many times I would just stay on the outside and never really join in because I had no idea what to do anyways.
Then that fatefull day where I decided to see if my lucid dreaming idea had anything to do with their seance/astral travelling. We’ll call the lead girl T and the follower S.
You see, this happens when I try to meet other pagan/occult type people. I am innocent to my talents and feel like an idiot cause I don’t know what I do know. Nobody really seems to want to help another clarify with simply doing things together.
The coworker that I mentioned before which I also had skipped out on spending a day with her was my latest attempt. The funeral was that day and I was in pieces beside myself not wanting to talk to anyone. She never called. I guess she lost my number… again. Only so many times I will let someone just lose my number. I really don’t care if she is upset. I’m upset she can’t keep a bloody phone number.
After studying a new religion/spirituality/craft one can at some time feel that they must meet someone in the flesh who can further your understanding and expand your experience. This can definately make things much easier and save time from the trial and error method.
At first it can be very intimitading finding the person/group wether online or at the local establishment. Even more so making the date to meet at a neutral meeting place. Please whatever you do, do not invite strange people over to your place. Choose a place where there will be many poeple. The meeting can be exilerating and most definatly an asset to your experience even if it were a bad experience.
Survey this week is how many times have you ventured out to meet someone for your spiritual/religous growth? Survey to the bottom right.
Happy Father’s Day to all you great dads!
Go here if you haven’t already. Astro.com has one heck of a chart drawing even for a free version. But I don’t want you to focus on the natal chart though.
Go to the Traveling chart where the paths of planets where when you were born. This shows where in the world you can get a good vacation, be successful, avoid hardships, and broaden your horizens.
I found out why I can’t even fathom the idea of going to the Middle East, that I am in a good place for success as well as New York City (I always knew I am an Eastern Coast Babe) and that Boston MA for all it’s calling me is the perfect place for me to retire.
Go there and have some fun this week!
There is this one day back in highschool (forgive me if I had posted of this before) where there was this groups of students would do seances and channeling. Many times I would just stay on the outside and never really join in because I had no idea what to do anyways.
Then that fatefull day where I decided to see if my lucid dreaming idea had anything to do with their seance/astral travelling. We’ll call the lead girl T and the follower S.
You see, this happens when I try to meet other pagan/occult type people. I am innocent to my talents and feel like an idiot cause I don’t know what I do know. Nobody really seems to want to help another clarify with simply doing things together.
The coworker that I mentioned before which I also had skipped out on spending a day with her was my latest attempt. The funeral was that day and I was in pieces beside myself not wanting to talk to anyone. She never called. I guess she lost my number… again. Only so many times I will let someone just lose my number. I really don’t care if she is upset. I’m upset she can’t keep a bloody phone number.
Energy is in everything, comes in many forms, indestructable, and timeless.
God is in everything, comes in many forms, indestructable, and timeless.
And they science and religion are two different worlds.
Hmmm I did say we were energy a couple of posts ago…
As we have all heard many times over there is a white magic and a black magic. White is all good and protective while black is the evil of magic causing nothing but harm and being manipulative.
It’s all in the percieving babe! I can’t see much as being good or evil. Anything and everything is an action or object until proven evil or good by some nitwit. In the end it’s just doing something for one’s self to get ahead in life and be wealthy.
Put it this way, white is passive and black is active. Heavens forbid that someone take action and do something, that in itself has become an evil thing somewhere in history. I have chosen a path that is more on the active side and has been deemed black magic by many.
Don’t get me wrong I have nothing against white, more passive magic. I have my moods and will do much white magic. Protective barriers for negative energies or for those times I really can’t afford to get sick.
My objective, do what I want and respect life for life is creation. Oh and to never meddle in the affairs of love.
I feel so bad right about now. I just realised when I go shopping nothing seems to be real unless I seen an advertising for it on the boob tube. I’ll look at said item and not even bother to regester that it is there but after a commercial it is there all of a sudden.
Happened with a product I have looked at for some time and only realised it was there as I watch the commercial. I mean why am I waiting for a bloody tv commercial before I believe the product?
This is one god I truly can do without. They must be still doing subliminal messages.
Some stay with family traditions while others stray away. Sometimes it skips a generration or one doesn’t find what the family does until your generation is ready.
How did you discover your faith/belief within the family? Did you parents teach you or did you learn it from a grand parent? Did school show you your path?
Poll down to the right
Happy mother’s day!!
Thinking back at previous attempts I am always thinking about Druidry and how goofy I must have been thinking that French people were never Druids. I still can’t learn to be Druid, wouldn’t feel right. Druidry is an oral instruction handed down and I wasn’t born into it.
You know what made me realise the Druid is so French? A comic book series that goes by thte name of Asterix and Obilix. How much more French can you get? I read them often as a kid (in English but can only watch in French) and my favorite character was Panoramix the Druid!
Back then it wasn’t called France but Gaul. The series was set in the times when Rome was trying to take over the world. It is such a hilarious series and can still be watched here between Christmas and New Years.
Mmmmm, sanglier!!!
But of course after many years of living I finally come to terms that truth is nothing but what you want to believe. No one tells it and it’s all a game. Damn to hell my Virgoness! History is not truth but what the popular and commading have agreed upon. I can’t wait to tel my grandchildren there was a time where something called the truth existed. So if your rich enough you can buy your history. I feels so retarded only figuring this out at this time of life.
Everyone had been friend till proven enemy… then I wonder why I get used left right and center. I am too willing at times to believe people. Where were my parents when I needed to know this? Right, too busy with themselves more than half the time.
A game to learn….
Going on the theme of true self I got bored and started a 101 Things list. If you haven’t noticed yet it’s a page on the side. I started it s few days ago hoping I could finish it by now.
It’s 101 things true to me that I don’t nessesarily show others. Loves, hates, and just plain weird but it’s all me just ask my husband.
Will you still respect me in the morning?
How’s the meditating going? Able to clear mind and have no thought for at least 20 minutes now? If so try this one on for size.
Get into a non thinking, smelling, blank state of mind.
Vision your self walking into a beach scene where water meets the sand. You walk for awhile dipping your toes in the ebbing tide and soon are walking into a grassy meadow.
This meadow soon turns into a path going into a forest.
You walk in the forest till you reach a iron gate set in a large stone wall that runs around what seems to be a village. This village gates open for you but no one is around.
You make you way to the center of the village where you come upon a centerpiece water fountain. In the middle of this fountain stands a large pedistal… what do you invision on the pedistal?
This meditation is used often when one wants to meet their higher self, guardian angel, or any other form they want to communicate with. It’s a meditation I picked up from a few websites I visited in my early internet life. It’s fun to play around with.
Come back to me if you have results and tell me in a comment.
What has happened to music these days? The videos show more and more skin every time I watch them. They are full of egotistical, narcissistic girls who want to show off how they can move their bodies in prvocative ways. I thought videos were supposed to artistic not advertizing?
A lot of the music sounds good but don’t quote me on that. I love a good beat no matter what is singing or being sung. I’ll take any dance beat that sends me into some form of gnosis. Hey I am a number four and can’t resist a good primal sound or scent.
Seeing shows on music today and how these young girls are being sent into it by their parents so the parents can retire happily is appauling. Today’s pop music is losing it glamour as far as I am concerned not to mention as well my love for it.
I am in denial no more, I gave it many chances to clean up… give me good ole rock and alternative/grunge please!! Maybe Eurodance will give me good beats from now on… I like my gnosis with a good beat!
A Chaos Witch who shares her experiences and gives Tinkerings on Tuesdays for all to try.
A little fuming once in a while but not overly whiney. Non-bitchy because quite frankly it's over rated. Will answer any questions... mostly.
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